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I know that I positively shine when my partner tells me I'm a good girl....he manages it in a way that doesn't sound patronising but I still find it odd that I derive so much pleasure from those words.
We have recently been through a fairly rocky period, losing a little of our direction. In the end though he realised that the way to bring it all back into line was to tell me that he needed me to demonstrate how I feel in a very tangible way. He needed me to fully surrender again and this time to sustain it....so I've spent the last week doing exactly that....I've spent my every waking hour doing anything I can to give him pleasure, and that involved finally working out how the Dyson works which is no small thing in my book! The result is that I feel strangely calm, very safe and ecstatically happy today....this morning he told me that I'm "such a good girl" and I melted!
by Francesca on 2006 Jul 13 - 10:03 | reply to this comment Where do I go wrong? I do recognize the situation and feelings described. I like to please my man and I am lucky to belong to a righteous man who lets me know how much I please him almost all of the time. At the same time he is clear in his expectations and keeps me in place. So far, so good.
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Although I often feel at ease, calm and joyful when keeping the house or serving him, sometimes I grow ever more angry while doing so. It would not bother me if it were resolved after a good beating, but it isn’t fully. Sometimes I simply feel disrespected if the man I love doesn't seem to help me at all in keeping things clean. I don’t mean him vacuuming, I mean putting cigarette butts in the ashtray, etc. It can be frustrating to return to his home and find the same mess every week. I clean it knowing that I won’t be able to keep it up (since I’m not there most of the time).
What adds to the frustration is that this way I can never get his place to my standards. There simply remains no time to do any extra's such as cleaning out the cupboards or washing the windows often enough. Often I can’t even find time to iron properly.
